What is one thing you would change about yourself?
You know what? most of the time people call me, that I’m a cold hearted person and behaves the same in almost every situation, either it is the moment of happiness or it is the depressing situation………….
And the reason for all this is my inability to express my emotions, in front of people. The ones who are pretty close to me knows clearly that I’m an emotional being but those that are not in my close range believes the opposite, the irony is that it is not their fault but my own inability to express myself…………
From childhood a lot was expected from me be it the parents or the society or the teachers and to fulfill their expectation, I started on a journey of perfection. Behaving perfectly, working in a perfect manner, not letting my emotions control my life and what ever was necessary for being a perfect personality. But you know, in all this tug of war what I became for world was a cold hearted person, who actually not a cold hearted in his personal life…………
Since now I have matured enough to take care of myself and my close ones, what I want now is to change my personality where I can express my emotions the way normally everyone does and become someone upon whom another can depend emotionally. Yes I know this is going to be a tough nut to crack but sooner rather than later I have to work upon this and i think the present is correct time to do so…………….
redefining life 