When was the first time you really felt like a grown up (if ever)?
I can still remember it clearly the day when I was really shocked and for the first time hated myself for being so innocent that my own life and time gave me a real hard beating………….
How does it feel when your so called best friend changes attitude towards you for a reason that you are weak in some aspects????
How does it feel when your trust is thrashed by the one who is really close to you?????
Answers to both these questions are something I found myself when I was in my school days and these answers were the one who gave me my first ever feeling of growing from being an innocent soul to the one who is lot more mature and maybe one that can’t easily trust someone……………
During my school days I had a very close friend with whom I shared my every feeling, but alas this world is not so simple as I thought it to be and was given a slap on my face when I found out that the one I called friend was just in name rather the particular person was just using me as a pretext to get close to someone else. The pain I felt that day and answer I got were quite a memory for me…………..
That day and today I am not able to trust single person wholeheartedly not even my relatives or my so called friends and this can also be considered as a reason for me being an introvert……………
Many consider this as my weakness of not being able to trust someone but for me it is a way to prevent the pain that I had suffered years ago………….
Enough of this harsh memory, one thing I want to advice you all is……….
Harsh memories should not be forgotten since these are what you can call as a head start for your personal growth…………
redefining life 